Tuesday, July 9, 2019
Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal P...
Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal P...: My Awakening Journey Begins In 2016 Where Narcissistic Abuse Had Taken A Huge Toll On Me, I Was So Depressed Even The Thought Of Me Dying Fe...
Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal Part 2
My Awakening Journey Began In 2016 Where Narcissistic Abuse Had Taken A Huge Toll On Me, I Was So Depressed Even The Thought Of Me Dying Felt Like A Relief. Before I Admitted Myself In Psychiatrie I Hadn´t Slept For Three Months I Had Insomnia. Me And My Husband Had Been Fighting So Bad For It Was At That Time When I Had Learned About His Disorder. I Made A Call In Psychiatrie Telling Them How I Hadn´t Slept For Months And It Was Because Of My Husband´s Narcissism, I Was Shouting And Out Of Myself Like I Had Discovered Something Very Big To Be Celebrated…..For Me It Was Big Because I Knew I Was Not The Problem But My Husband´s Narcissism Was. My Husband Drove Me Then In Psychiatrie With A Face Of Revenge I Knew Then That Am Going To Pay It Dearly For I Could See How The Nurses And Doctors Were Scared Infront Of My Husband Like He Was Some Kind Of A Mighty Person Something I Could Not Understand Back Then.
After Three Days I Demanded To Be Released From Psychiatrie Afterall I Was There By My Choice For I Found Out That Psychiatrie Were Treating People´s Emotions, Make You Docile And Lose Every Sense Of Reality. But Before I Went Back Home I Met A Woman In There Who Was From East Europe Who Told Me That We Are Dealing With Witches, Sorcerers And Murderers, She Told Me That My Husband Was A Conman And That He Was Behind It All And The Child I Consider To Be My Child Was Not My Child That She Had An Idea Or She Knew The Witch Who Had My Real Child If He Was Not Sacrificed, The Woman Was Put In A Single Room Where The Most Craziest Are Put But I Didn´t See Anything Wrong With Her Little Did I Know That I Would Be In Her Shoes Two Years Later.
I Came Back Home Left My Husband And Looked For An Apartment And That´s When All Hell Broke Lose, I Was Being Followed And People Were Attacking Me Without A Reason.
I Would Watch Television And Those People Inside The Tv Would Start Looking At Me Like They Could See Through The Television. People Would Know Information About Me And Things They Are Not Supposed To Know. I Would Be In One Place And When I Go To Another Place I Would Meet The Same People I Met The Other Day I Was Being Followed. Curtain Would Go Down And Lights Would Go Out As Soo As I Reach A Certain Place. A Busy Streets Would Be Empty And An Empty Street Would Be Full Of People,While Driving Under A Bridge I Would Be Blinded By Lights From A Torch Someone Was On The Bridge At A Right Time And I Could Be Driving Miles Without Seeing A Car Behind Me But AS Soon As I Want To Take A Turn There Appears Lots Of Cars. I Would Buy Sunglasses For Example Or A Pair Of Shoes And The Next Day It Would Be International And I Mean Everyone Would Be Having Or Wearing Same Same Stuff As Me Even Eating Or Liking A Certain Kind Of Food And It Would Become Everyone´s Favorites´.
There Is No Way To Explain All These Happenings Other Than Super Natural Phenomena What The East European Woman Whom They Claimed That She Was Very Sick Mentally Was Trying To Tell Me.
At That Time I Had A Job But Didn´t Earn Enough To Sustain Myself And So I Was Being Helped By The Government A Little Bit Something I Hated With All My Heart You´ll Go There To Sign Or Bring Some Documents And You´ll Be Treated Like A Piece Of Shit You´ll Go To Work And Everyone Would Be Against You And So I Quit The Job Lost The Apartment As The Apartment Owners Started To Act Very Strange And Demonic, They Told Me To Change Rooms And Go To The Second Floor To The Room 666 Which Had Pictures Of Very Wird People Carrying Dolls And In Their Night Dresses, In The Floor Was A Bed With A Cross Above It And Those People In Pictures Had Taken Pictures With That Bed Either Standing Beside That Bed Or Sitting On It And So I Ran For The Hills. I Was Then Denied Social Benefits By The Government And So I Became Homeless The Only Thing I Had Was My Car And So I Used To Sleep In The Car.I Remember I Used To Call Towing Cars Now And Then When My Car Had Broken Down And It Was Always In The Night They´ll Come Without Saying A Word While I Sit In The Car Waiting For Them And They Would Try Forcing Themselves In By Trying To Open The Doors Without My Permission Or Saying Something Like Hallo.
The Police Would Harass Me Alot Everytime They´ll Tell Me To Identify Myself Or I Go To Jail They´ll Search Me And Sometimes Take Me With Them And Drop Me In The Middle Of Nowhere, They´ll Destroy My Property And At Last Managed To Destroy My Car And Made It Look Like A Robbery And All Along They Had Evil Smirk On Their Faces And So I Became Homeless.
After Three Days I Demanded To Be Released From Psychiatrie Afterall I Was There By My Choice For I Found Out That Psychiatrie Were Treating People´s Emotions, Make You Docile And Lose Every Sense Of Reality. But Before I Went Back Home I Met A Woman In There Who Was From East Europe Who Told Me That We Are Dealing With Witches, Sorcerers And Murderers, She Told Me That My Husband Was A Conman And That He Was Behind It All And The Child I Consider To Be My Child Was Not My Child That She Had An Idea Or She Knew The Witch Who Had My Real Child If He Was Not Sacrificed, The Woman Was Put In A Single Room Where The Most Craziest Are Put But I Didn´t See Anything Wrong With Her Little Did I Know That I Would Be In Her Shoes Two Years Later.
I Came Back Home Left My Husband And Looked For An Apartment And That´s When All Hell Broke Lose, I Was Being Followed And People Were Attacking Me Without A Reason.
I Would Watch Television And Those People Inside The Tv Would Start Looking At Me Like They Could See Through The Television. People Would Know Information About Me And Things They Are Not Supposed To Know. I Would Be In One Place And When I Go To Another Place I Would Meet The Same People I Met The Other Day I Was Being Followed. Curtain Would Go Down And Lights Would Go Out As Soo As I Reach A Certain Place. A Busy Streets Would Be Empty And An Empty Street Would Be Full Of People,While Driving Under A Bridge I Would Be Blinded By Lights From A Torch Someone Was On The Bridge At A Right Time And I Could Be Driving Miles Without Seeing A Car Behind Me But AS Soon As I Want To Take A Turn There Appears Lots Of Cars. I Would Buy Sunglasses For Example Or A Pair Of Shoes And The Next Day It Would Be International And I Mean Everyone Would Be Having Or Wearing Same Same Stuff As Me Even Eating Or Liking A Certain Kind Of Food And It Would Become Everyone´s Favorites´.
There Is No Way To Explain All These Happenings Other Than Super Natural Phenomena What The East European Woman Whom They Claimed That She Was Very Sick Mentally Was Trying To Tell Me.
At That Time I Had A Job But Didn´t Earn Enough To Sustain Myself And So I Was Being Helped By The Government A Little Bit Something I Hated With All My Heart You´ll Go There To Sign Or Bring Some Documents And You´ll Be Treated Like A Piece Of Shit You´ll Go To Work And Everyone Would Be Against You And So I Quit The Job Lost The Apartment As The Apartment Owners Started To Act Very Strange And Demonic, They Told Me To Change Rooms And Go To The Second Floor To The Room 666 Which Had Pictures Of Very Wird People Carrying Dolls And In Their Night Dresses, In The Floor Was A Bed With A Cross Above It And Those People In Pictures Had Taken Pictures With That Bed Either Standing Beside That Bed Or Sitting On It And So I Ran For The Hills. I Was Then Denied Social Benefits By The Government And So I Became Homeless The Only Thing I Had Was My Car And So I Used To Sleep In The Car.I Remember I Used To Call Towing Cars Now And Then When My Car Had Broken Down And It Was Always In The Night They´ll Come Without Saying A Word While I Sit In The Car Waiting For Them And They Would Try Forcing Themselves In By Trying To Open The Doors Without My Permission Or Saying Something Like Hallo.
The Police Would Harass Me Alot Everytime They´ll Tell Me To Identify Myself Or I Go To Jail They´ll Search Me And Sometimes Take Me With Them And Drop Me In The Middle Of Nowhere, They´ll Destroy My Property And At Last Managed To Destroy My Car And Made It Look Like A Robbery And All Along They Had Evil Smirk On Their Faces And So I Became Homeless.
Wednesday, July 3, 2019
Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal
Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal: The Term Narcissism I Heard About It Or Read About It In My Mid 20´s When I Had Already Lived In Germany For More Than Ten Years, And The Re...
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