Saturday, October 5, 2019

WE DO NOT WRESTLE AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD

Greetings Of The Most High, In The Name Of The Father, The Son And The Holy Spirit I Greet You.
First And Foremost I Would Like You To Ponder These Words In Your Heart, Let This Stick In Your Head....´´We Do Not Wrestle Against Flesh And Blood´´.
There Are Powers And I Do Not Mean Good Powers But That Of Darkness Which Controls Every Aspect Of Human Lives. Those Who Carries These Entities With Them Already Knows What Am Talking About And It Is Their Biggest Kept Secret And Would Attack You If You Try To Bring That In Their View, Their Biggest Weapon Is To Call You Insane And Have You Delivered In A Mentall Institution If You Dare To Talk About This Subject. But Am Talking To You, You Who Think That Life Goes On As Normal And That Your Eyes Have Seen Everything And Have No Idea That There Is A Spiritual World Besides The Material World.
Some Of You Are Even Married To These Entities Without Your Knowledge Like I Am. They Are Narcissist In Nature, Their Number One Tactic Is To Hurt You Emotionally But Their Are Those Who Are Violent And Will Use Physical Violence To Punish You. Like The Beating Of Children Mostly Seen In Black Women, The Thing i Have Come To Notice Is When Black Women Have These Wicked Spirits In Them They Like To Fight Physically And They´ll Run Their Mouth So Fast. If You Are Being Followed By These Spirits, Every Man You Come Across Will Want To Use You Sexually Consider The Rapings Seen In Black Men And Pedophilie Of White Men, I Think That´s Another Way Of Drawing Energy From People. White People When Have These Entities In Them They Like To Exalt Themselves Like gods Thinking They Are Better Than Everyone Else They´ll Torment You Psychologically, And Do Their Best To Convince You That You Are Mentally Ill, That Is Why You Have A Lot Of Mentall Institutions Here In Diaspora While In Africa We Have No Such Things.
The Police Can Come Dragg You Out Of Your House Legally And Take You To A Mentall Institution Against Your Will Saying That You Have Psychophrenie For Telling The Truth Of These Entities. In Germany You Are Not Even To Mention Dark Forces Which Are Operating Here In Full Force Even A Fly Knows About It. They Want To Silence You With Abuse, You´ll Be Taken To A Mentall Institution Tied Up On A Bed Stripped Naked And Given Multiple Injections Full Of Poison. If You Are A Vegan They Force You To Eat Meat That Of A Pig. You´ll Be Living Inside There With Those Entities Holding You Captive And There Is Nothing You Can Do About It, The Judges, The Lawyers, The Police And The Doctors Are All Under The Influence Of Those Spirits.
If You Are One Of Those People Who Had Never Heard Of These Things, Know That You Are Being Watched Every Second Of Your Life And That You Are Being Followed Everywhere You Go And That Your Family Members And Friends Have Been Lying And Manipulating You Since The Day You Were Born. Everyone In This World Is Taken And If Those Entities Have Never Had Access To You And Took Control Of You That Means You Have The Holy Ghost In You And Also Means That You Have Been Chosen By God And They Will Do Everything To Try To Separate You From The Love Of God And Also Do Everything To Try Hide Information Like This From You.
These Entities Are The Ones Making People To Commit Crimes, Their The Ones Responsible For The Crimes Taking Place On Earth, Remember The Enemy Only Comes To Steal, Kill And Destroy He Was A Murderer Right From The Beginning And The Great Of All Is Deception, He Uses Other People To Do His Biding But He´s Behind It All.
Put On The Full Armor Of God Ask The Lord For Revelation And Knowledge, Protection And Wisdom To Discern Spirits. Do Not Be Deceived

Tuesday, July 9, 2019

Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal P...

Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal P...: My Awakening Journey Begins In 2016 Where Narcissistic Abuse Had Taken A Huge Toll On Me, I Was So Depressed Even The Thought Of Me Dying Fe...

Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal Part 2

My Awakening Journey Began In 2016 Where Narcissistic Abuse Had Taken A Huge Toll On Me, I Was So Depressed Even The Thought Of Me Dying Felt Like A Relief. Before I Admitted Myself In Psychiatrie I Hadn´t Slept For Three Months I Had Insomnia. Me And My Husband Had Been Fighting So Bad For It Was At That Time When I Had Learned About His Disorder. I Made A Call In Psychiatrie Telling Them How I Hadn´t Slept For Months And It Was Because Of My Husband´s Narcissism, I Was Shouting And Out Of Myself Like I Had Discovered Something Very Big To Be Celebrated…..For Me It Was Big Because I Knew I Was Not The Problem But My Husband´s Narcissism Was. My Husband Drove Me Then  In Psychiatrie With A Face Of Revenge I Knew Then That Am Going To Pay It Dearly For I Could See How The Nurses And Doctors Were Scared Infront Of My Husband Like He Was Some Kind Of A Mighty Person Something I Could Not Understand Back Then.
After Three Days I Demanded To Be Released From Psychiatrie Afterall I Was There By My Choice For I Found Out That Psychiatrie Were Treating People´s Emotions, Make You Docile And Lose Every Sense Of Reality. But Before I Went Back Home I Met A Woman In There Who Was From East Europe Who Told Me That We Are Dealing With Witches, Sorcerers And Murderers, She Told Me That My Husband Was  A Conman And That He Was Behind It All And The Child I Consider To Be My Child Was Not My Child That She Had An Idea Or She Knew The Witch Who Had My Real Child If He Was Not Sacrificed, The Woman Was Put In A Single Room Where The Most Craziest Are Put But I Didn´t See Anything Wrong With Her Little Did I Know That I Would Be In Her Shoes Two Years Later.
I Came Back Home Left My Husband And Looked For An Apartment And That´s When All Hell Broke Lose, I Was Being Followed And People Were Attacking Me Without A Reason.
I Would Watch Television And Those People Inside The Tv Would Start Looking At Me Like They Could See Through The Television. People Would Know Information About Me And Things They Are Not Supposed To Know.  I Would Be In One Place And When I Go To Another Place I Would Meet The Same People I Met The Other Day I Was Being Followed. Curtain Would Go Down And Lights Would Go Out As Soo As I Reach A Certain Place. A Busy Streets Would Be Empty And An Empty Street Would Be Full Of People,While Driving Under A Bridge I Would Be Blinded By Lights From A Torch Someone Was On The Bridge At A Right Time And I Could Be Driving Miles Without Seeing A Car Behind Me But AS Soon As I Want To Take A Turn There Appears Lots Of Cars. I Would Buy Sunglasses For Example Or A Pair Of Shoes And The Next Day It Would Be International And I Mean Everyone Would Be Having Or Wearing Same Same Stuff As Me Even Eating Or Liking A Certain Kind Of Food And It Would Become Everyone´s Favorites´.
There Is No Way To Explain All These Happenings Other Than Super Natural Phenomena What The East European Woman Whom They Claimed That She Was Very Sick Mentally Was Trying To Tell Me.
At That Time I Had A Job But Didn´t Earn Enough To Sustain Myself And So I Was Being Helped By The Government A Little Bit Something I Hated With All My Heart  You´ll Go There To Sign Or Bring Some Documents And You´ll Be Treated Like A Piece Of Shit You´ll Go To Work And Everyone Would Be Against You And So I Quit The Job Lost The Apartment As The Apartment Owners Started To Act Very Strange And Demonic, They Told Me To Change Rooms And Go To The Second Floor To The Room 666 Which Had Pictures Of Very Wird People Carrying Dolls And In Their Night Dresses, In The Floor Was A Bed With A Cross Above It And Those People In Pictures Had Taken Pictures With That Bed Either Standing Beside That Bed Or Sitting On It And So I Ran For The Hills. I Was Then Denied Social Benefits By The Government And So I Became Homeless The Only Thing I Had Was My Car And So I Used To Sleep In The Car.I Remember I Used To Call Towing Cars Now And Then When My Car Had Broken Down And It Was Always In The Night They´ll Come Without Saying A Word While I Sit In The Car Waiting For Them And They Would Try Forcing Themselves In By Trying To Open The Doors Without My Permission Or Saying Something Like Hallo.
The Police Would Harass Me Alot Everytime They´ll Tell Me To Identify Myself Or I Go To Jail They´ll Search Me And Sometimes Take Me With Them And Drop Me In The Middle Of Nowhere, They´ll Destroy My Property And At Last Managed To Destroy My Car And Made It Look Like A Robbery And All Along They Had Evil Smirk On Their Faces And So I Became Homeless.

Wednesday, July 3, 2019

Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal

Mary Kiki: Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal: The Term Narcissism I Heard About It Or Read About It In My Mid 20´s When I Had Already Lived In Germany For More Than Ten Years, And The Re...

Saturday, June 29, 2019

Narcissistic Abuse, Unrequited Love And Betrayal

The Term Narcissism I Heard About It Or Read About It In My Mid 20´s When I Had Already Lived In Germany For More Than Ten Years, And The Reason I Came About It Was To Try To Understand My Husband´s Behaviour. He Was Acting Like My Mother Whom I Came To Learn That She Was A Narcissist.
Before I Could Start Looking For Answers I Had Been Through Hell I Even Believed I Was Born With A Curse, I Had Been Abused Since I Set My Eyes Onto This World. Since I Was A Child I Had Been Physically And Emotional Abused By Mother, Teachers, Neighbors, Family Members And Authority Figures Which Made Me Ran Away From Home At The Age Of 16.
Two Years Down The Line Of Being Homeless I Met A Man Who Promised Me Everything I Had Longed For, It Was Just Too Nice To Be True But How Was I Suppose To Know All Of That, I Was Just Eighteen Unexperienced And Naive.
I Married The Love Of My Life But I Was Being Hurt Emotionally But Couldn´t Find The Words To Describe What I Was Feeling Because If There Is Someone Who Knows How To Mess With Your Feelings Then A Narcissist. You Know That Something Isn´t Right But You Can´t Put Your Fingers On It, Some Emotional Abuse I Was Going Through Was Hard For Me To Even Realise What Just Happened Because It Would Be Done In A Teasing Way Which Left Me Confused Most Of The Time.
The Abuse Started Having A Toll On Me And So I Started Acting Out, Not Only Was I Being Abused By My Husband But By Other People Too And Once I Started To Defend Myself They Said That Am Aggressive And Psychophrenic, And So They Put Me In A Psychiatrie For Eight Months While They Inject And Give Me Medication By Force.
Multiple Examination Were Done With Me. I Was Beaten, Threatened, I was Crucified In Bed And Given Multiple Injections, I Was Starved And Sexually Abused In Psychiatry. I Was Told It Is Either I Do What They Told Me To Do Like Taking My Medication Or I Will Never See My Son Again Who Was Only Months Old At That Time.
Time Has Passed And I Don´t Recognise My Child I Don´t Know What They Did To Him, I Live In Fear I Can Not Even Go To Work For Fear Of Being Bullied At Work. I Don´t Go Outside Often For Fear Of Being Harassed By Police, I Get Stared Alot By Strangers And If I Try To Defend Myself The Police Are Being Called On Me Then Am Handcuffed And Taken To Psychiatry.